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Tuesday, June 13 7 days. i think it will be more like 7 weeks to me. Never felt this much, missed someone so much before in my life. you're the first.. and it just goes to show indeed how much you weigh in my life, and how my life revolves with you around. an amazing encounter of you i would say.. and i thank God for putting you in my life. So many things that i will miss doing with ya. *sighs.Hope you will have a great time over at the other side.. i will survive here, i will. you'll be deeply missed. *hug hug* just be back please. Heli Dont ask me why 11:52 AM Friday, June 2 Just a post to say, i'm not dead.gone on a roller coaster.. with more and more things getting out of hand. too many things to do, too many things happening.. too little time for me to cope, too little time to heal. one after another, just when.. and how can i get my peace from within. concentration on the wrong things? or more concentration to be done before i've no more chance..? am i making my right choice..? or was there even choice in the first place at all.. i can't find any win win situation. very stuck.. please save me. those sweet joy that you scared you will miss them all when the times come, ou held on to it and it starts to fall apart even more. Heli Dont ask me why 9:22 PM |
Personal archives 2002.11 .: Thoughts :. I know i have to let you go.. Everyone tells me this is so... See, my life has stopped since You passed away Sometimes i can't bear it Even for one more day.. Thoughts of you consume me Every second of everyday I just want it back you know The way things used to be... In my life you held the key And now i have just your memory And though this is not enough for me This is how it has to be... I need to laugh again without feeling guilty You aren't here... I feel so alone & full of tear It's so terribly hard when all that's Left is tears... Mum, i wish you are here Just plainly listening to me... I promise to keep you safe Where you have always been of course In my heart, that's the place... |